on Friday, 16 September 2011
We don't compliment each other, that's what i said and she busted into tears.

This is my original story. If we see this word "original story" and look into it, it dosent seems correct because if it is story then it cant be original because story is something that is created. Anyways.

I was having affair from last 2years but noone except me knows about that. It was getting over my head now because the girl i was with become much more demanding. As someone rightly said  "A Silly Thing About 
Relation -


When you Get Little Care you Want More. When you Get More you Desire Even More && When u Lose It you Realise a Little Was Enough".

The same thing happend with her. when we started that relationship, she was very much OK. but as the time passed her demands are just hopelessly increasing. "I want to meet you" , "I want to talk" and blah blah blah..
I said dear it happens some times that i wont be able to talk so please try an cooperate. But she was she........
Unimaginable
Unmanageable (that's what she became now, but wasn't earlier)


we especially met for breakup because her habits were intolerable and she said that she cant tolerate my busy schedule.

we met in a coffee shop as I like coffee a lot. and there we both sat for around 4 hrs. and discussed approximately each and every thing that we don't like about other. and at last i said "we don't compliment each other"and she busted into tears. It was a very awkward situation for me. Then i tried to control her, she also somehow managed.Then we gave suggestions to other for future life. and said that we will move on.

 but this wasn't the end. One day i received her call and she was crying. She said i want and i cant live without you. I said bullshit what is this when we met and talked about all this that time you were very much OK.  what happened to you now? she said i cant live without you. she was realising that what all she had done with me was wrong somewhere.........


This self realization of hers was of lot importance to me as i was feeling guilty for ending a beautiful relation. which I wasn't.....





on Wednesday, 10 August 2011
Hey EveryOne,


On being very emotionally upset, i decided to start this account where i can share all my personal feelings.




Actually i am upset from past few days. But don't know why. I actually unable to do the things i love to, like doing leisure reading, doing some fun and all. I live here with my family. I feel that they dont give me proper freedom to enjoy my life. I also have shortage of money in my life for that i am planning to do a job. But not exactly able to think what to start with. I think as i dont have much qualities BPO will b good for me as that job pays enough for pocket money.


One more problem i see that is with everyone but some people cope with it very effectively, that is everyone on this earth is a selfish creature. They want to accomplish there task, it doesn't matters to them that what you are losing, what you want to accomplish, what are your choices nothing.
They only have one goal in there mind is to accomplish there task. I personally hate this kind of selfish creature. But so sad i cant do anything for this. Make this thing a note and try to check every person in your life. They always will try to use them for their purpose. Your parents, your siblings, your friends,  your girlfriend even. Yes, that's exactly true. A very bitter truth of life.






i dont have much words to write. i think for the first post this much is enough..
will be back here soon..