My Recent Group Trip

Recently i got a chance to visit a state in India which is called as "God's Own Country.", Its Kerala. I usually don't prefer to travel in bus for more than 5 hours somebody told me that the journey will be around 6 hours, So I instantly said YES.

But upon travelling i got to know that actually it is 8 hours. It was very difficult for me to travel that long, But somehow i managed going.

Kerala: What a beautiful place. Lush green, If you really want to see what Lush green means you should go there and stay for some time.

You won't find many places there to visit if you like to live in urban or Sub-Urban part of the country. But if in any corner of your heart you like village kind environment, you will love it. Actually speaking the surrounding are so green that at one point this thought can cross your mind that you are in woods. But as soon you reach some city that thought will go off.

Cities there are so nice, green and Clean that you cant get any thing like that in any urban area.

I strongly suggest if you live in INDIA visit Kerala once. If you are not from INDIA and visiting the country, do take a leave for 3-4 days and go visit the place. You will totally be relieved.

Your Love, Your Life and people who Love you..

My Mornings now a days are full of turmoil. After sleeping for 7-8 hrs it feels that i didn't slept at all. Brain isn't stopping thinking about her. I don't know what it want from me.

It was me who was so happy few days back when she told me about him (about boy she got a match for.) But now from past 2 days wht happened to me i also don't know. Why all the past memories are coming to me now.
HELL!! I dont want them yaaaar..  I want to live a peaceful life, Life where i only work. Nothing there apart from work. Means a workaholic life. Why is she coming so much in my thoughts and why i am making things difficult for her.

Lot's of why's are there which i am not capable of giving answer of. I think this must have happened to you also that you are in a Relationship with someone and everything was going good but suddenly your life did't turned up as per your Expectations and your relationship starting suffering from it. You also started to make things worse for both of you. Then they decide to MoveOn from you and leave you in the world you created without them far from them. Then suddenly all things started coming to your mind and you dont at all want to hurt them.

Then why, why are you generating friction for them when they can leave easily. Why are you making things difficult for them? Actually it happens with all of us. When we have some thing we don't know its value and it like a piece of rug for us but when you don't have that thing it become important for you(just like your life or breath). Same thing happens with people in our lifes. Actually i read somewhere and felt that its true for lots of us "we have started loving our things and started using people." But, in reality it should be reverse of this. We should love people and thing are meant to be used.


But as they say, Life is all like a drama. We all are the actors on this stage and there is nothing that can go wrong in this drama. You shouldn't question any thing from it. Its perfect.

What don't really make any sense  is in letting people go away from your life because of your arrogance or your tension or whatever it is on you.

If you like a person tell them that you do like them at least before you die. Because it seriously hurts and after that you willn't be able to do any thing apart from hurting them and you both.

It seriously feel bad when your friend leaves you

Sitting idle in complete dark room is something which i do rarely. But when i do, it means something is going unexpectedly up and down in life or something is disturbing me a lot.
Well for just information let me tell you all the readers of this blog (I dont seriously believe that anybody reads this, but still) that its too hot at the place where i am right now. Its little hard for me to sit without the fan so i turned the fan ON.

Anyways, one of my friend. Not my old (by old i mean i dont know him from long time) but just 3-4 months back we met. I liked his nature (i think he too liked mine) we used to spend lot time together.(I know at this point you can think that i am GAY but thats not true. Only those can understand these feeling who had a BFF in their life.) is planning to leave the city we are in.
Actually the stage of our life in which we are right now, no one is our friend except our wisdom and our luck and what i heard about luck is that it grows more by doing the thing you want your luck to shine in. I dont know how much that statement is true. But i seriously feel that only some kind of magic can now pull us from the situation we are in.
Well his decision to leave the city first gave me a shock but later on i realized when i talked to him about this topic more and more. its now around 2 weeks we discussed same topic, that his decision in a way is right.

But one thing i want to say about him through this blog (i dont know he will ever read this or not) that he is too lazy to do things that he need to do. He is kind of Hem in that "who moved my cheese" book. He want the results without doing the things in life. Upto few years back he was awesome. But then he found a job in which he dont have to do much and he got handsome salary there. That was the turning point that made him little lazy towards taking actions.

He motivated me also to get out the situation i am in right now. I seriously think that he said somethings right that i would like to quote him "when u want it badly then why arent you trying for it.". After upon thinking on his statement i found that somewhere he is right but something there deep in my heart is stopping me to leave this city. I dont know what is it. When i know that this feeling is not doing any good to me why i am not taking charge of the situation.

Infact i am behaving in the way that i am helpless in this world which is in a way wrong.

So, i have decided now, that as soon as i will complete the job in hand i will leave this place for my better only.

with all the good feeling and all my believe in god. I wish all of the readers also the best luck ahead.

Wish i will come soon with some of the situation of my life to write here and share with you.

Bye for now
4/4/2013