My Mornings now a days are full of turmoil. After sleeping for 7-8 hrs it feels that i didn't slept at all. Brain isn't stopping thinking about her. I don't know what it want from me.
It was me who was so happy few days back when she told me about him (about boy she got a match for.) But now from past 2 days wht happened to me i also don't know. Why all the past memories are coming to me now.
HELL!! I dont want them yaaaar.. I want to live a peaceful life, Life where i only work. Nothing there apart from work. Means a workaholic life. Why is she coming so much in my thoughts and why i am making things difficult for her.
Lot's of why's are there which i am not capable of giving answer of. I think this must have happened to you also that you are in a Relationship with someone and everything was going good but suddenly your life did't turned up as per your Expectations and your relationship starting suffering from it. You also started to make things worse for both of you. Then they decide to MoveOn from you and leave you in the world you created without them far from them. Then suddenly all things started coming to your mind and you dont at all want to hurt them.
Then why, why are you generating friction for them when they can leave easily. Why are you making things difficult for them? Actually it happens with all of us. When we have some thing we don't know its value and it like a piece of rug for us but when you don't have that thing it become important for you(just like your life or breath). Same thing happens with people in our lifes. Actually i read somewhere and felt that its true for lots of us "we have started loving our things and started using people." But, in reality it should be reverse of this. We should love people and thing are meant to be used.
But as they say, Life is all like a drama. We all are the actors on this stage and there is nothing that can go wrong in this drama. You shouldn't question any thing from it. Its perfect.
What don't really make any sense is in letting people go away from your life because of your arrogance or your tension or whatever it is on you.
If you like a person tell them that you do like them at least before you die. Because it seriously hurts and after that you willn't be able to do any thing apart from hurting them and you both.
It was me who was so happy few days back when she told me about him (about boy she got a match for.) But now from past 2 days wht happened to me i also don't know. Why all the past memories are coming to me now.
HELL!! I dont want them yaaaar.. I want to live a peaceful life, Life where i only work. Nothing there apart from work. Means a workaholic life. Why is she coming so much in my thoughts and why i am making things difficult for her.
Lot's of why's are there which i am not capable of giving answer of. I think this must have happened to you also that you are in a Relationship with someone and everything was going good but suddenly your life did't turned up as per your Expectations and your relationship starting suffering from it. You also started to make things worse for both of you. Then they decide to MoveOn from you and leave you in the world you created without them far from them. Then suddenly all things started coming to your mind and you dont at all want to hurt them.
Then why, why are you generating friction for them when they can leave easily. Why are you making things difficult for them? Actually it happens with all of us. When we have some thing we don't know its value and it like a piece of rug for us but when you don't have that thing it become important for you(just like your life or breath). Same thing happens with people in our lifes. Actually i read somewhere and felt that its true for lots of us "we have started loving our things and started using people." But, in reality it should be reverse of this. We should love people and thing are meant to be used.
But as they say, Life is all like a drama. We all are the actors on this stage and there is nothing that can go wrong in this drama. You shouldn't question any thing from it. Its perfect.
What don't really make any sense is in letting people go away from your life because of your arrogance or your tension or whatever it is on you.
If you like a person tell them that you do like them at least before you die. Because it seriously hurts and after that you willn't be able to do any thing apart from hurting them and you both.
