When your life is a chaos

& I am back....
There are times when you start thinking about your life that its going perfect as you thought of and nothing needs to be done to make you happier, because you already are on cloud 5 (if not on 9). Then suddenly life suddenly turns upside down for you (as stated in pic).

Its not exactly you who is going through ups and downs its people around you. Who constitute your life. Your Friend, Your sibling, Your parents whom you care about.

Occurred to me that when you are going through a rough patch in your life its only them who not just help you coming out of it but make sure you receive well in life. But when something bad is happening to them what can you do for it? Answer is very simple and straight forward you put your life to make things good or at least working for them, because you are nothing without them.

I am going through same CHAOTIC feeling, everyone around me is life is falling and believe me it hurts like hell. Trying to keep them away from sorrows and sadness but I dont know why at some point I am feeling like a helpless person who is standing, seeing everything, understands everything, feels everything but can not do anything to make any situation better by any means.

All I think I can do is to be strong and take charge of making people smile who really matters for me.

when you are searching for a Friend.

Think about a situation, when you feel that you need a friend now. Someone who can sit with you and talk about anything. You doesn't even bother about what they talk about, But someone should be there to talk. Such a point in your life can be called as lowest point when you are barely some distance away to  hit "Rock Bottom".
As everybody says that you can not live your life alone. That is the reason I think people say "You need a life partner". But why is it so difficult to find a friend, means just a friend.
Everyone in this world is so much involved and busy with their own life that don't have time to share it with anyone. And most of them have some goal which they are running to achieve and forgetting and ignoring people around them.
There may come a situation when these people are fulfilled with what they wanted to achieve and develop a sense of sharing that time these people might look for people around them for sharing their thoughts and success which they can't live or handle alone.
I am not saying that it will be difficult for them to find someone like that at that point of time, But what about the people who were with them and wanted them to be their friends? No body seriously cares about them. No  body remember a loser.

So, this is how you become a loser in your life by not gaining a single friendship when you need it most, and once you are successful you can't trust anyone with that because you are never sure whether they will stay there with you in your hardships and will listen to you when you have that need to share stuff..
So much turmoil in mind. Can't write it all here.

Bye till next time.